Holy Moley!

Reading over my posts from waaaaaaay back then, I can see what a black hole I was in!
My first instinct is to get rid of them! Delete all posts and cancel, or whatever, the whole blog.
But, having read over them, maybe I should leave them there as a bit of therapy for myself.

I can look back and think "Thank god I call that community health social worker and spewed out all of my anxiety and depression issues. Thank god I went to see her! Thank god I took her advice and made an appt. with my GP. Thank god she prescribed me Cipramil!!"

It took me a couple of mon ths, but once I started in January 2008, I haven't looked back.

It is now over 12 months later and I am 27 weeks pregnant with baby no#2 - something I thought I would never be able to achieve emotionally. I am happy. I am a good mum, a good wife. I work 3 days a week and enjoy it.

I have a better relationship with my MIL (though it will never be great). I have better friendships.

Now, I want to start a beautiful blog like some of my online friends have, that share wonderful and positive things that are going on in theri lives, instead of whinging and complaining about how crap my life is.

I will start another blog.