Hmmmm

....I see the time thingy is out on this blog. Annoying - coz people reading it will think that I'm up at 1am! NOT - unless Bridget is awake too and ten I'm not likely to be sitting up here typing a blog post am I?! More likely soothing a crying teether or drugging up to eleviate a snotty nose.

OK - anxiety levels are OK today. I have a day off though. Million things to do but couldn;t be bothered type of feeling - but the things are not bothering me too much.

My old best friend is coming to stay with us this Friday for a week. She has her husband, a three yr old boy and a 3 mth old baby in toe. My anxiety levels will no doubt be through the roof due to a messed up routine. Hopefully there wont be any. Unfortunately Bridget's room is smack bang between Jack's and their's. If Jack disturbs her or Sophie disturbs her - then I am disturbed as well. UGH.

But, I'm trying not to think about it too much coz Bridget has surprised us in the past.

The last couple of nights Bridget has been unsettled but she is pushing throug a couple of teeth and appears to have a low grade head cold - just a small amoaunt of snot. I know it will pass soon and all will return to normal.

I'm looking forward to taking advantage of the dark mornings due to daylight savings fro a while.

I was thinking this morning that I should pop B in the pram and go for a quick walk at this time of day. She is fed breakfast at around 8am on days like these and isn;t ready for sleep till 9.30. That's heaps of time. And it might make a difference to my weight and my anxiety levels.

At night time after B has gone to bed I should go for a quick walk too by myself.

I managed to get the carpet cleaning put off till tomorrow and he is coming at 11am which is infinately better than 10am. My eye appt was put off till next Wednesday though as Kim has to be with her mum as she recovers from an operation. So, all we have to do today is swimming. I am going to have a nap this afternoon with Bridget then if all is weel we will go to the supermarket and do a shop.

See, here I go again - planning everything - when perhaps I should leave it open and save the grocery shopping till tomorrow when Rob will be home. I'm hopefully catching up with Leah tomorrow and we will have our babes weighed and measured etc.

So, all in all nothing pressing. Life is good and I should just appreciate all that it is offering. I need to stop and smell the roses every now and then. People keep telling me this but I always forget to.

Try not to get overwhelmed by the drama that is going on around you, Karelle. Your first reaction is probably to exaggerate the situation to such a degree that the facts become completely distorted. This way of dealing with problems is extremely ineffective, and actually quite immature. By clearly analyzing the facts in front of you, you will find that the issues are much less of a problem than you first thought.

hahahaha! They are my stars for today and should be advice that I am given EVERYDAY!

Anyway, must be off and take my herbs.