Bloody MIL

Before I start on this post I just want to clarify to anyone reading this tripe that it isn't MEANT to be read for entertainment or to inform the world at large about how/ who I am.

I write in this blog to keep a track on anxiety and how I'm dealing with it.

Anxiety is going OK.

The "ruminations" and anger arn't tho. Carol, my MIL really pisses me off

I sometimes wish she would drop off the edge of the world

disappear

I HATE the way that she has got a heap of crap set up in her house for Bridget. Little table and chairs, dolls, all the toys that open and shut. I hate the way she talks to B
I hate the way she says" my girl' when referring to her aaaaarrrggghhh!

I just hve to push through it and try not to think about and fixate on her. It ruins my life

I just need to forget about her when I am in my own home with B and out and about with B

block it out

take deep breaths and do something to distract me from the thoughts

i have no idea why I make her so BIG in my life

OK - off to take my herbs andhead to bed xx